THE KILLING FEELING By Jasen Sousa

THE KILLING FEELING


Inside it builds, it builds.
Inside it kills, it kills.

Hurt we conceal
because no one else knows how it feels.
It covers our conscience and consumes us,
it destroys our dreams, it dooms us.

The outrage, the adrenalin, the anger,
the hate we feel for a total stranger.
Slanted eyebrows and clinched fists,
fighting until it no longer exists.

It never goes away, it only gets worse,
created to carry around this curse.
Love we wait for at home never arrives,
walking out the door, pain covers up
all which is pure.

We’re violated and abused,
the love we have to offer that the world refused.

Inside it builds, it builds.
Inside it kills, it kills.




Taken From
Almost Forever By Jasen Sousa (Written between age 22 and 23)
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